Take off your shoes. Fall into the floorboards.
Script, HD Video and performance (not yet performed)

Still from test reading:

Excerpts from script constructed from emails 2010-2011:

SHOES, LOVE, EMAILS, DEATH, DEATH, FEELINGS, RIPPING, PIECES, FALLING, FLOORBOARDS.

a. Parts of me, escape, real events, death.

b. Nothing, don’t escape, stay, human, human devotion, forever, until death.

a. Questioning excitement, questioning the idea of ‘newness’.

b. Age, ninety-two.

a. Change appearance, new girlfriend.

b. Refusing, disagree, love, under any circumstance, continue, continue beating me up.

a. Attacking? Disagree, disagree, awful, love, love, love, fear, reason, love, time, sick, vomit, everything, human qualities, despite this, fulfil expectation, upset, kind, help, myself, growth, grow the fuck up, realisation, owe you, the right thing, happiness, settling, waiting, improvements, nothing, enjoyment, denial of enjoying anything else, nothing, this, need, third party, you, disappear, selfish, selfish, black and white.

b. Agree.

a. Caring, worrying, desires, prevention, living, caring, feelings, wanting, happiness, security, becoming a different person, loveless, truth, blocking thoughts, overnight, failing marriages.

b. Love, aware, love, love, love, fear, reason, love, time, sick, vomit, everything, human qualities, despite this, fulfil expectation, upset, kind, help, myself, growth, grow the fuck up, realisation, owe you, the right thing, happiness, settling, waiting, improvements, nothing. Humour, feelings, mutual, feelings, measuring, love, feelings, frightened, measuring.

a. Questioning, feelings, fear, fucking, women, staying, loyalties, crying, disrespect, loyalty.

b. Thinking, evolving, time, to me you are new everyday, today’s you is different to tomorrow’s you, days, experience, adventure, amazing, lucky, sharing, tables, viewing, comparing notes, understand?

a. (complacent) agree.

b. (Example: Into the Wild), ill-founded, writing, finding, writing, contentment, death, nothing is shared, and how can you see on your own? Pizza, cold.

a. Eat, apologies.

b. Refusal.

a. Eating, crying, pleading.

b. Desires.

a. Ruins, mutual, upset, weird.

b. Cold.

a. Tomorrow, numb feet.

b. ‘do’ it?

a. Eating together.

b. ‘do’ it?

a. What?

b. Do ‘it’?

a. Sex?

b. Agree.

a. Disagree, miles.

b. Agree, miles.

a. Making faces.

b. Measuring distances?

a. One thousand three hundred and ninety two kilometres. Thirteen hour drive.

b. Literally, wow.

a. Agree, possible, eight hundred and sixty eight miles.